/wiz/ - Wizardry

>had a breakdown
>go see a psychatrist
>they diagnosis me with schizophrenia
>still in post traumatic breakdown
>they get me on neetbux
👍😂🤣 it's easy to get on bux lile both said justa have a mental breakdown
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>>206293
Usa?

>>207899
yes

>>207900
Ok ive voluntarily turned myself into hospitals (california) 4 times or so and still nothing. Im sure ssi didnt really get the records

>>207902
I dont think voluntary counts, all the times I've been to the hospital have been involuntary by police or medical security

>>207070
Max Stirner also said that the moment creator (whether a God or a parent) creates an independent being, he can't expect him to behave as the creator wants to, because the choice is up to the created (otherwise he wouldn't be independent). The only way to make someone independent to behave the way you want to, is to use force, that is, to make him dependent on you.

As for the OP's question:
My parents are poor and dumb, they only fulfilled my basic requirements and didn't teach me anything, not because they are vicious or because they thought I should find out myself, but because they don't know shit, so I don't blame them, in fact, I'm kind of glad that they didn't do more because they could have filled my head with bullshit, perhaps they are somewhat aware that they are idiots, so they concluded that smarter people should educate me.

And I've grown to be a complete egoist (I don't care if it's the genes, mental issues, upbringing or the enviroment), so the only way I fancy about it is in terms of profit/loss. As I mentioned, they are poor and dumb, so I won't care about them, because they can't give me anything in return. Unless they sue me, or put a gun to my temple to force me, but they won't because they expect an emotional attachment on my part, besides, they can barely sign their name, let alone file a lawsuit. Shouldn't have been stupid pussies.
inb4 What about your childhood and how they wasted their time raising you? I don't care, at this point it's a question whether I feel something towards them and the answer is no.
Also, I won't have children because, as you said, it's not worth it. What if my kid turns out to be a psychopath and murders me or kicks me out of the house, altogether, makes my life worse than it would be without him? I see from my own example how ungrateful a child can be, so I also think good relations with your neighbours are better, because even if the child turns out good, he/she will move out and visit you from time to time, and if not, he/she will be a criminal/neet and be an additional burden.

Having an offspring is basically admitting "I can bear the burden of parenthood, unrewarded". And if you can't, then just don't. But most people are apes and need to fuck and make babies "by accident", and their parenting is also one big fucking accident, and they think that if they respectedPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>207592
But do you realize that everything has MUCH deeper impact during childhood? And it's adults obligation to protect them from harm. Dude, look up how humans function.

Why do you argue whether you should blame your parents or move forward? You can do both, in healthy doses.

>>207597
You are right and it always depends on the individual story of someone but it doesn't matter here, it's a derailment of the topic caused by a very generalized and dumb post so it's better to not further get into the bait because it will absolutely lead nowhere constructive. I'd love to see a thread here that doesn't end up with huge arguments about something else.

Am I lazy or a bad person or both?

I live with my parent and since I am home all day I could clean the house and prepare dinner for when they come back exhausted from work.

But I can't even properly take care of myself. I eat only pre-made meals and neglect my health and have an irregular sleep schedule. So it's not like I am living the live but at the same time a lot of people don't feel good and yet follow their obligations and not doing that makes me feel terribly guilty but in a way that just makes me shut down from anxiety and exhaustion. I'm so fucking weak man. I hate how I come crying here instead of actually doing what I think is right even if it's hard work.

>>206899
I believe we were created by extraterrestrial beings as an experiment.

>>207891
your right, it is absolutely hilarious how you keep deflecting, kid, given the fact that the evolutionary theory has already disproved itself because it's horribly inadequate and irrational. meanwhile Christianity has time and time again proven itself to be true and real because the Christian God is the only real God :)

>>207888
because if they weren't they wouldn't exist and you wouldn't be asking the question.

>>207888
Mate, most life dies before it even makes it out the womb. The universe is unbearably hostile toward life and only a small percentage of all potential life actually manages to survive for what is a blink of an eye in cosmic time. Life is exceptionally rare and it exists in spite of harsh environments. To say that life is well-adjusted is ridiculous. Stars are well adjusted, nebulae are well adjusted. Life is fragile and fleeting, so rare that it might as well be non-existent.

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>highly critical when it comes to heredity or anything else
>expects you to believe just going by circular logic and a 2000 year game of telephone
clown shoes

>>207877
emo and edginess is normie kryptonite. For some reason it seriously pisses them off.

>>207878
it's boring and cringe. get a real personality instead of picking anime protagonist #329642

>>207879
i rest my case.
you'd be less upset if i posted Ponys or something

>>207876
>Muh Society
>Muh religion

At least provide some form of reasoning why.

>>207878
This is the kind of pic that a teenager would post. You can infer a lot about a user from just a post.
Isn't that from Naruto anyway?

>>207609
Schizoids aren't just super introverts.

here is a list of all the possible forms of human interaction. pick a few you like and a few you don't like.

>well i like these 2 and this and this and this
>aaaaand
>i don't like these or this or this or this

OH YOU HAVE A DISEASE!

>bitch what?

The challenge here is to recover your psychic partitions back. http://www.holotropic.com/holotropic-breathwork/about-holotropic-breathwork/

>Do you think it's bad?
Picrel

>>207611
This describes me very well. I've always wondered why I can use imageboards, but not direct message. Sometimes I get angry at an imageboad website and I stop using it (then come back later). I feel compassion for others in a major way, so much so that it makes it hard to watch TV or Movies because I hate seeing other people suffer, yet I don't want to ever interact with someone IRL.

>>207611
I've met people who I can have 1 on 1 conversations with and I've really enjoyed it. As long as it's based on a hobby or something intellectual or comedic. however I don't miss people if we get separated for whatever reason. I might just miss the intellectual stimulation.

>>207839
I agree. If all humans die there wont be a shred of consciousness in this part of the solar system. It's not something that exists in a vacuum or even as a collective.

“What’s reality? I don’t know. When my bird was looking at my computer monitor I thought, ‘That bird has no idea what he’s looking at.’ And yet what does the bird do? Does he panic? No, he can’t really panic, he just does the best he can. Is he able to live in a world where he’s so ignorant? Well, he doesn’t really have a choice. The bird is okay even though he doesn’t understand the world. You’re that bird looking at the monitor, and you’re thinking to yourself, ‘I can figure this out.’ Maybe you have some bird ideas. Maybe that’s the best you can do.”
― Terry A. Davis

>>207842
That's a decent quote.

We really can't comprehend something as massive as the entire world let alone the universe.

We can grasp 0,001% of it for a blink of an existence. We don't really understand what the hell is going on. Then we die within a few decades and the universe keeps on expanding and contracting.

>>207840
I consider that animals with complex enough nervous systems are conscious in a way like us - that is in line with all serious investigation into what consciousness is. Animals do many of the things we do to "think". Humans only do so with symbolic language that allows them to communicate the idea, and use tools which affect both the world and themselves. There is nothing essentially different about the thought process, some genetic seed which makes humans "special". Humans are not too clever with symbolic language, and spend most of their energy fighting each other and deciding most of humanity is retarded and illiterate, rather than things that would have been obvious if humanity were anything other than a failed race.

Consciousness implies not any machine of information processing, but a machine continuously operating in a way that would allow a persistent energy to form in an organized fashion that allows life to integrate its parts into a body. It can only do this in subjective experience - there's no "consciousness" that can be isolated in a lab in a crude way. We have a sense of what can and cannot be conscious in the way we are, that does not require an elaborate proof or behaviorism. We can tell that computers are designed specifically to not be conscious - and if you understand computer science and people who know what it really is, they'll tell you the computer is really a tool to make slaves and masters, rather than "think". That's why "slave" and "master" terminology are omnipresent in the computer field. Most of this wank is a liberal fantasy where they want to naturalize their preferred form of slavery and the eugenics horseshit that has always failed.

>>207839
>it's literally one of the ways to test if children are brain damaged if they actually believe that shit after counter-arguments against it are raised.

More info on this please

Just a test in mass compliance using MSM as the only propagator, and in some places a test for UBI

Both tests failed. Too many people demanded evidence for the severity of this flu, and scientists failed to deliver. And for the UBI, too many people sent it directly to other nations or banked it.

>>207860
Surely it was a depopulation campaign disguised as a mass health response to a phantom plague. Very few had the intelligence to see through the charade. More painfully, many were more obedient to their televised murderers than to their own families who urged them against taking it.

Why are you guys always so short sighted? It's satanic aliens terraforming the earth and using coronavirus to create shadow clone NPCs to enable them.

>older brother
>mean dad
>dad was marine
>learned about sex from playboy under parent's bed
relate with a lot of things the guy talked about. but he was clearly extremely bitter and butthurt and crustaceanlike about his virginity for most of his life. but he eventually wisened up and either gave up or his testosterone died down in old age. the good parts i liked were his childhood and recent old age

>>205400
Psychology is not a real science.

>>205392
I'm surprised that at some point he didn't want to be alone.

>>205392
i find it weird that people care so much about virginity enough to write a news article about it. normies scare me with how seriously they take sex.

also that guy had such a shitty life. his dad seems like a real piece of shit. I see it all too often. I haven't met a family that wasn't shitty or toxic in some way.

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>>207843
This place is going to become niggeropolis if you don't stop

Hello, yo, my dear brother are you aware that we once were kings and queens in the land of Egypt? Eagerly awaiting your response dear friend!

Fuck this /pol/ thread

im pretty socially isolated so ironically the only place i learn zoomspeak is wizchan