You mean the nature that gives food and clothing too? The nature that provides us with resources we can use to build comfy societies? The nature that gives is material we can shape into technology including the laptop you use?>>293886>I’m an unnatural mutant and affront to everything nature represent
How can something unnatural exist? And it's baffling how you think nature represents any complicated ideology. Nature represents chaos and nihil. You see in it what you want to see. There is no purpose or goal behind nature.
And mutant is something bad? When the first men-like beings appeared among our monkey ancestors then they must have been perceived as "unnatural mutants" too by their peers. Mutation isn't always negative, it can lead to new possibilities in evolution. However, it is important to keep in mind that nature has no plans for anything. It doesn't care about evolution either. Evolution is a product of accidents only. It's not a conscious design.
>I just cannot understand how a schizoid, celibate and an adult virgin man could love nature
Can a schizoid, celibate and adult virgin man love himself? Is he allowed to like his existence even a little bit? Then you have the answer right there. You didn't just pop out of nowhere, you are a product of nature too like everyone else. You belong to this realm, to this reality too. Your consciousness or soul didn't get trapped by the Demiurge or Satan in your "filthy" body, to the contrary, your consciousness belongs to your body and is one with it.
You aren't an angel that got banished from Heaven to live with us on this "sinful" world. You were made by your mother and father, they had hot, dirty, nasty sex and you were the result of it.
The point is don't think you are above or below this world or nature. You aren't. You belong to it just like everyone else.