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Post here when you don't have enough to say for a topic and it's too depressing for the general crawl thread.
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Spoken like a true normalnigger.
Of course you'd choose that insult. Do you know where you are, you filthy neurotypical? Fuck off.


They might not recover ever, just saying. If they actually fucking hate you then option 1 is the best but if by being a neet you mean you'll leach off of them and they will allow it then they love you and if you kill yourself they might as well go crazy.


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My parents had been committing tax fraud for the last 5 years despite not having the intelligence to do it properly. Now the government has come sniffing and all they can do now is act domineering to our tax consultant and order him to deal with it "somehow". My mother can't even use microsoft excel. My father acts like he knows everything despite having zero prior experience and think everything can be solved by throwing more money at it (we don't have that much). My sister is an emotional bitch and spend her time eating at luxury restaurants like she has no care in the world despite being the one who convinced my parents to get involved in this bullshit in the first place. As for me, I am a dysfunctional, mentally ill NEET and I can't even hold down a job or do household chores. My father said that our personal property can be seized in case of bankruptcy for some reason. I think he listed our house as company property or something, the fucking retard. I don't think there's even anything I can do about all this. Guess I'll just coast along and kill myself when things get too hard. My life is already hopeless enough before I learn of this. It can only get worse from now on.


ive just hit rock bottom. i cant go any lower than this unless i die. its funny, all the way downward i was so worried about this but now that im here i dont give a fuck. its liberating. i can always just kms if i get sick of this and it wouldnt change anything


My mom has a fully functional commercial space next to the house that she uses as her small therapy center (she's a legit therapist with a failure of a son lmao) but she barely uses it and it just sits there unused most of the time, I tell her that she can make it a proper growing business and all, appearing on google maps, using propaganda, pamphlets and shit but since shes afraid of "paying taxes and dealing with the government" she refuses to do so and only gives therapy to a couple of people that she got by references from family members, being mostly a NEET most of the time and doing fucking nothing productive except a day every week when she gives therapy.

I tell her that she has a golden opportunity to make some serious money and grow a proper business and I even offered my help to deal with a lot of things for free and she rejected my help, apparently she's happy being a mediocre human being with barely any clients because it's way comfier than being a successful person.

Now I know why I ended being such a failure, both my parents are failures and mediocre people just like me, I was destined to be this way, but at least now I know that it wasn't my fault, it was the horrible parenting and bad environment I had to deal with since I was born, literally everyone would have ended just like me given the same circumstances.

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after recently discovering that this disorder existed and just so happened to exactly describe the hell I've been living in. I began to wonder if any other wizards are suffering from this as well.

furthermore, if any of you do suffer from this I want to know how you deal with it?

>inb4 hurr schizo tread hahaha.

just for the record (and anyone who does not know), schizoid personality disorder is nothing like schizophrenia, no voices, no hallucinations, nothing like that.
the disorder causes a person to withdraw from life via the usage of maladaptive daydreaming, normally leaving them as a husk of a person.


supposedly I have schizotypal personality according to my doctor


according to doctors I am schizoid and another personality disorder that people would claim cannot coexist with schizoid. Being schizoid is more than 'maladaptive daydreaming'. "how do you deal with it", if you are schizoid you already are dealing with it. I have had therapy for other disorders and on request of professionals I have even engaged socially with people to test if it would change my disposition and it never has.

Schizoid summed up in my experience is the inability to bond. Family are strangers. Everyone is a stranger. I wish I was not this way but at least I am not one of those typical loner males who thirst for female company and suffer greatly. The hell is having hardly any wordly desires at all and being incredibly bored with life because it has nothing you desire. I deal with reality by withdrawing from others and doing things by myself.


My initial reaction to Schizoid Personality Disorder was:
1 - This sounds like a VERY complete personality description of myself.
2 - Why the fuck do I feel like the psychological establishment is attacking me for it?


if it helps they don't have any way to treat it.


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In this thread we discuss tips and tricks plus experiences good or bad with our skin.
>What type of skin do you have and what prob;ems do you have with it? has anything worked?
>What is your skin care regiment?
>shaving tips as well since we are men and that is skin care

I am allergic to every moisturizer in existence and it drives me up the wall because I will be dry and apply product only to find it irritating days later. Anyone have any tips?
I tried to use sunscreen as a moisturizer because I read online it can be a good choice for those of us with sensitive skin and I am waiting to see if it helps at all.

My skincare routine is to wash my face with a cleanser (soap free) and then use an every day exfoliation cream and try to limit how often I wash my face. I have OCD so I wash myself very often and it makes my skin so dry and red it is really a nightmare.
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This. I once knew a family of hoarders that lived in cat piss and dog shit and they thought that was normal smell too. If you are full hikki then it doesnt matter I guess


Try not to drink alcohol or smoke cigarettes, they turn your skin to leather and age you faster


you know that's fucking disgusting man, but my cum scarf also smells good. it's probably because of all the oranges i eat, it literally smells like a citrus perfume or something

i'm 100% certain you still smell like shit from sweat odor and actual butt-shit odor though


Happy premise #1
One must understand that the skin is like a blanket perforated with a billion little air holes. It is a lung of sorts.

Happy premise #2
People may train their lungs to become stronger by deprivation of air. We may train our skin as well by similar method.

I cycle patches of my body which I choose to coat in heavy paints for days at a time. This brings each segment of skin to the precipice of suffocation and death, but I relieve it before damage occurs. After years of applying this routine, my skin has a stronger constitution than that of any other human being, for no other human knows this technique. I no longer need to breathe with my internal lungs. Now my skin breathes all my body needs. When I choose to use my spongy lungs I become hyper-oxygenated and can perform physical feats.


alcohol and other naughty substances are my elixir of youth.
Quality shitpost. I hope this is a shitpost.

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Anyone else feel lucky that they went through school before phones with cameras became popular? I've always hated having pictures taken of me, whenever someone tried to take a picture I would always put my hands up to block it and people understood that usually. Nowadays I feel it would be too hard to get away with that.
Another thing is I did a lot of cringy stuff and I'm glad none of it was ever filmed, wereas if I was in school today I would probably be filmed being bullied and end up on youtube or some shit.
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Zoomer here: I did not have the good fortune to come of age before the smartphone became a thing.

In high school I was an alienated, isolated wreck going through what I would later come to realize was a kind of nervous breakdown; it was during this low point that a classmate informed me that she had found miscellaneous photos of me on a school laptop. Candid photos, unauthorized photos…just lying there.

Hearing something like this when one is in the throes of psychosis and paranoid/persecutory delusions is, of course, not exactly helpful. I doubt that classmate was lying to me, too; the youth are just like that now. I am still not sure if I was some unwitting lolcow. It was one of my worst fears and it eventually came to pass, which seems to be a running theme in my life. I will say, however, that smartphones have made younger people in general especially conscious of what they do and say.

To this day I resent the fact that these mobile spyware platforms have become a necessary article in daily life.


Not only that, also for being a teenager before social networks and over-popularized internet. I used to draw some comics way worse than Sonichu and show them to everybody at school, I might have become CWC.


I was in the final year of school I attended when the iphone came out and facebook was a thing people started using. What is odd is that we have had phones that could capture pictures and video for years but they were only ever used for recording school fights.

No one could be online back then without a PC pretty much.
The internet was so much better.
The moment social media came around in conjunction with phones being able to go online a whole heap of drama was the result.


I graduated in 2007. Right before the smartphone revolution.
Come to think of it now it was weird. Phone was something that you used to text, call (both being very costly to highschoolers so we often just called and hang up) or maybe just maybe take very shitty low quality photos or voice records. The most "smartphoney" application was to listen to music or radio occasionally.
I remember reading books, magazines in the class. Computer was something I never ever thought of having. I guess in some ways youngsters are lucky as they can play games, browse web et cetera at moments notice. For me internet/games were something you do at your home sat in front of a pc.

I'm still like that, I never use my "smart"phone for games browsing web etc unless it is absolutely necessary to do so. I never understood "phoneposters" in imageboards either. Plenty of discussion were made about them and decline of quality due to phoneposting so I will not say anything.
Wonder what is the statistic of this image board, I think many of us are a bit old who still cling to their old habbits.


>Wonder what is the statistic of this image board, I think many of us are a bit old who still cling to their old habbits
Others would be like myself and not even own a phone because there is no need to own one when you dont talk to anyone and you don't go outside.


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I had always felt like an other online but it wasn't until 2017+ and especially the past two years I feel old online.

It seems as if my fellow netizens all vanished and everyone is a teenager or talks like one. I do not socialize but when viewing comments on youtube or on other websites including sadly here I will notice strange use of language that is similar to baby babbling and doesn ot express more than a single idea.
>finna mad cap
For example is repeatedly posted on the interweb and I do not understand what any of it means.

I am unsure if age is entirely a factor and it could be the isolation that causes this feeling of being out of touch because I have stumbled across older people talking on reddit getting along fine.

People do not seem to want to have discussions anymore online and instead post a meme or use a few words to express themselves.

I cannot be the only one who is experiencing this phenomenon.
I think social media is the cause because a lot of us have been terminally online for decade(s).
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Internet culture has changed a lot in the past ten years. Not really because of young people, but because everything is locked down and controlled by big centralized services.

The internet was a magical lawless land in the late 90s and early 2000s, now it is just another boring normie hangout.


It is natural, you grow old you lose touch with youth. The things you are interested started to differ from what youngsters are interested in.
One reason I lurk this place is precisely due to age. I cannot reasonate with zoomers on other anonymous image boards. I don't have social media, reddit nor am I active in drama ridden small communities like boards or discords. wizchan is one of the few places I can talk about 2000s without getting weirded out.


As an outcast you likely grow more and more divergent from society, with less and less people that you can relate to each year. Every day, people you previously related to, that are around your age, are committing suicide, or become integrated into the borg cube. After a certain point, relatable people give up on finding each other in a game theoretic feedback loop: the only person that you would want to find would be unfindable because they wouldnt be participating in this decrepit shithole of the internet, so then you yourself should stop looking and make yourself unfindable


>It is natural, you grow old you lose touch with youth. The things you are interested started to differ from what youngsters are interested in.
It's one thing to lose touch, it's another thing when the youth seem to be utterly lacking in creativity or imagination and just regurgitate the same shit over and over.

Everything they do online is recognizable.


>It is natural, you grow old you lose touch with youth.
I don't think this is the same at all. I am still very much a youth and this exact feeling I have that I presume OP has also has no boundaries.

Maybe nothing has changed except not valuing being among my kin (NEET outcasts)as if I realized the bond was superficial but I cannot put my finger down on this being the cause. There has both been a change internally and externally. The external one is obvious we would not be feeling like everyone vanished if it was only growing older.

This makes a lot of sense. I don't put myself out there unless 'here' is 'out there'. I have quit the internet before and found the only use it had was media to consume with the rest being a novel way to waste time.


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No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.
>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction
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> most men are bisexual
They really aren't.
If anything actual bisexuality is rarer then homosexuality which is already very uncommon.


I agree with you


that's being a heterosexual male 4u


My executive chair is falling apart. They are big and comfy, but if you're not an actual CEO, and get a cheap one, I think they are less sturdy than a regular chair. I'm going to switch back to a swivel chair for now. Not sure if I'll get a gaming chair or something next.


Nothing beats a good big swivel chair for me


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I wanted to make a thread talking talking about life Sim games stuff like Harvest Moon/Stardew Valley/The Sims/Animal Crossing.Lets discuss some of the ones we have been playing lately.
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I want to enjoy these kind of games but I always get bored, what’s the appeal? Well admittedly they also make me anxious because they make me think about how my life is in shambles and I’m playing a virtual life instead


I like to play as succubus Sims and do lewd things but like >>55737 said once that thought creeps in my head i get depressed and quit. Playing a lot of life sims as a kid has also played a part in burning me out of the genre. But when you get really invested into a save they can be extremely entertaining games.


For me, especially for sims 2 is the autonomy. What you want differs from what your sims want. It is quite basic and I wish they improved on this on sims 3 and 4 but they feel more like dollhouses.
Sims 2 with some autonomous mods really make it feel like you are controlling different characters. The sandboxy nature demands you to create goals on your own but for example, lets say you want to build a farm but your sims is lazy and wants to have romances. Or you try to get something else done only to find out the your teen son is getting into fights with the son of your family friend. Stories write themselves.


I've played Sims 2 extensively it really holds up and is an impressive game. The crown jewel of the series


>Sims 2 with some autonomous mods really make it feel like you are controlling different characters

Yes absolutely. It is very immersive and feels real


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Hello, I really need help right now, most specifically from any fellow NEETs on the board.

I live in a place where NEETbux isn't really viable, so the only way to be a NEET is leeching off of my parents. I know they wouldn't get to the point of kicking me out, so I'm safe in that regard, but still, the advice I need right now, from anyone who's been in the same situation, is: How do you overcome the shame and guilt?

I know they love me, and I do love them, even if I don't seem to do so in their eyes, they probably see me as ungrateful and lazy, a dissapointing failure of a son. I understand the reasons for this, they were loving parents and did their best, and I gave them lots of hope in my academic years, always being an outgoing student.

For me to turn out like this is something that'd naturally make them somewhat resentful of me, but the thing is, either I'm a NEET or I kill myself, and I though that being a NEET would hurt them less. I can't live a normal life anymore, studying, working, it's all just too much for me, it's a lifestyle that makes me breakdown regularly.

If I'm going to live, it has to be as a NEET, in my room, comfortable, but most of all: Safe. I'm at peace here in my bed, with my laptop, door and windows shut, no notifications on my phone, no one else awake at home but me, this is the closest I can get to bliss, if I'm going to do this whole living thing, it has to be like this.

Still, seeing my parent's dissapointment, being a manchild while all of my old peers move forward in life, getting good jobs, buying their own homes and starting families, I don't exactly want any of those things anymore, but it's hard to not feel inadequate and ashamed, it's hard to not have even worse self esteem, but most of all: Guilt.

What should I do? Killing myself is an option, but I don't want to break my parent's hearts.

However, living the life they want me to live, it's just too much for me, I don't want to suffer.
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Very much so. Fortunes of course can turn anytime.
I think you are too harsh on me, but coming to middle age you think about death a lot, be it your parents death or your own.
Why I think about my parents death is not due to who is going to buy my tendies, but the sense of true loneliness. Many neets pretend that they are `lonely` but in reality, oftentimes they have parents. When they are truly gone so goes your last connection to world. And I think this is terrifying, maybe far more than being old and not being able to stand after you fall under your ass.
Having a family just to have someone to take care of you is narcissistic I agree with you on that.


You don't even know what loneliness is, if you think neets can't feel lonely for having parents. Psychopath trash.


They can feel lonely of course but it is not true loneliness. If you have a functioning family consider that a blessing. Many people don't have it and one day they will be gone. I think people dont appreciate their parents as much as they should.
Okay I will stop feeding your bait and random insults enjoy talking to yourself


Look into a job that would be NEET friendly and look for seasonal work this winter to keep family happy


It's true loneliness you narcissistic trash.
Who are you to tell others they're not feeling true loneliness because they're parents are still alive. For you one might need to be the only single entity alive on this planet to experience true loneliness.




What are some FPS you like?

What are some casual and easy FPS?

Which have the most massive epic MMO battles?
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so I played for a little while and it's not too bad, might be better with a mate but how could I know
I almost dropped it when I found out it's one of these games where you can wander around the map forever and find no one and suddenly you get shot down by some asshole with an overpowered scoped rifle. there's a pve element here but honestly the enemies don't feel threatening at all, and the bosses you have to track down and kill are little more than hp sponges just aimlessly wandering around some house, barn or whatever. I get that it's mainly a pvp game but the enemies are such pushovers it's disappointing.


I tried Halo, it was OK. tbh I'm new to FPS and not so good at em. In Halo I have a tough time taking down bots, even with infinite ammo and health.

I'm glad there is a bot mode to practice and improve on, especially in a free game.

I just dont feel much motivation to invest the energy and time in improving. I guess I do kinda care about the setting of FPS. Be it historic or near future. I like to roleplay my own scenarios, from my own knowledge of history and alternate history fantasies. And when its just generic scifi goons battling each other, it doesn't mean much to me. Even Star Wars I have at least some attachment to. But I know nothing of Halo lore. I remember all the cool kids in high school used to love it.


Yeah same, I am not fond of the art style and the universe, I find them atrocious tbh, but the game is fun so I ignore it.
A new Timesplitters would be amazing, if done well, but that franchise's in the gutter I believe…


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do you guys play 1.6 still?


The whole blowup over BF2042, made me want to a play a scifi BF with mass battles with bots. So I went back to BF2. Maybe I'm really stupid or just influenced by the Star Wars films. But I played 20 hours of BF2 in the past without realizing that the blaster guns were automatic. So I was firing shot by shot. A huge disadvantage.

So I switched to 1st person mode, and started firing automatically and am having a lot of fun.


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Got two batches of beer brewing. Both are wheat malt, hops and cherries. Using wild yeast from cherries, hopefully Sacchoromyces. Malted the wheat myself (sprouted then dried in sun) and got cherries from my own cherry tree. I expect them to be sour beers but I'm not sure tasting them so far.

Right I started the 21st and left on 22nd. The left will probably fill with yeast cloud tomorrow and the cherries will float. The right one I only boiled until the wort changed color and smelled cause I just spontaneously made it after procrastinating after making the malt a couple months ago. I only had a fundamental understanding of brewing. The left one I boiled the hops for an hour and the malt a bit longer. That's why it isn't all the way full, too much boiled out. I'm probably gonna drink right after a week and left after a month or two.

Its pretty hot and sunny lately, tomorrow I'll start sprouting more grains I have and then malt them.

Gonna make mead soon. Reading the ancient way (which I trust more than modern ways - ignore modern schizo nonsense about sanitation, you don't need special soaps or airlocks), they used either years old rain water or boiled spring water. The yeast need nutrients beyond honey so I don't think I can just use tap water. My tap water in particular I know is soft (few minerals). I'm gonna age the mead at least 2-3 months.
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wiz capone and wiz luciano smuggling booze during 2020s prohibition, just need the other wizlansky from the gambling thread


With authentic neo-flappers (probably female) wearing vegan fur.


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Rice has mostly been liquefied, now I can pitch the yeast and let the fermentation begin.


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delicious mango


this world is Hell


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A thread to discuss anything related to cryptocurrency.

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My views on crypto-currency


I really feel it is 2013 all over again. Everyone was talking about crypto, online discussions were happening then it crashed. I rarely saw people talking about coins in between 2016-2019. Only around early 2020 the talk started to rise again.
In my 3rd worldshithole the local webpages are full of crypto discussions, I even seen billboards advertising crypto exchanges. I really reminded me of the late 2013 rally so I'm very very reluctant to invest one bit. But as other wizards pointed out, it is really difficult to know where the bottom is. >>269578

Even if I somehow mark the bottom with luck, it might take years to have another bear run, if such a run will happen at all. Suppose bitcoin goes down to 5k and will be 100k in about 5 years. I would need to put at least 15k and hope that there will be an extreme rally.
I don't know, I don't have the stomach to do it, my congratulations to anyone who constantly bought bitcoins around 2016-2018 when it was around 3-5k and then cashed out at 30-50k. I don't think such a rally will happen ever again, after this bulls crash.


>selling your bags
this is why I can't get into crypto. No matter how much of an act these people put on pretending that their meme dog coins are "revolutionary technology" in the end they see these coins as nothing more than worthless beanie babies that they can maybe pawn off to suckers at a profit if they're lucky.


that's what it always was about


This was my biggest mistake. I knew about bitcoin since 2011 but everyone back then saw it as a payment system. I never met someone who thought it as an asset. It was not. It was just a mean of transaction and for 2012 to buy weed on silkroad.
That changed in 2013 imho and for the first time people started to treat it like an asset and I thought the exact same thing as you did. They have no value as asset, they are very prone to market manipulation, they have no inherit value and so on.
I underestimated peoples desire and how this might have blown off. I felt quite smug when I saw the 2013 crash and though no such bitcoin memery will happen again.

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Been waiting for a techno thread since launch so decided it's time to make one myself.
Anything electronic is on topic, the older the better as far as i'm concerned.
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>Can some wiz out there actually familiar with it point me to more of his songs that are similar to Alberto Balsalm? His catalogue is huge and a bit overwhelming.

I've started working through the Aphex Twin catalogue for the first time recently myself. It's hard to point you to a single album because each one has variety in sounds and he doesn't seem to stick to a single style for long. But I do recall a few songs sprinkled throughout his records which occasionally had a few songs similar to that.

The first album I would recommend for you is his "Melodies from Mars" album, I think he made it in the mid-90s around the same time as the song that you like. It also has a lot of songs that sound similar to retro video game chiptunes which a lot of wizards might like.





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Anything related to therapy cna go here >///<
Have you found therapy helpful at all and if so why and if not why.

It seems to me that a therapist can help you if you have some things you want to achieve or gain in life but for whatever reason you will not go for them and also therapy can help people learn how to manage and identify their feelings but people who are self aware can do this by reading a book instead.
general therapy seems centered on establishing yourself within the community socially and working so you can buy things you want but what can it do for people who dont want anything? is it so crazy to think that just as some people like X and others Y there are also people who dont enjoy life at all. Do you think there will ever be therapy that helps people let go of life and end it peacefully.
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I was forced to go to therapy when I was like 13 years old. Basically a friend of my father told him that I looked fucking weird so he decided to send me to a therapist, otherwise he would have never forced me to go. All the thing was a waste of time, the therapist was just making pointless questions about my daily habits that were taking us no where. Her solution to my problem was to start cleaning my room. No joke, she came with this Jordan Peterson bullshit as the logical step to overcome my problems when in fact my "problems" are something more ingrained within my being. After all this bullshit even my own father decided to stop making me wasting time there.
Years later we were facing financial problems due to the cancer of my father (he sadly passed away) and so I was forced to get a job. I couldn't get the job due to various reasons. A therapist who is a friend of the family, gave me a really retarded advice: knock doors endlessly until I get thee job. How useful.


I quit going to my therapist I just quit going and felt too anxious to tell them I want to quit.

I think therapy is worth trying but to even try in therapy means you have to trawl through all the shit ones to get a good one and if you are paying that is just too much to ask of people.

Most therapists il look at you and think you are not enjoying life because you cant get what you want and to get what you want you need to build the skills to even try get what you want. They are stumped when you actually dont even want anything at all because it is not appealing to you.

Therapists function as fake friends for normalfags because tehy can vent about how they feel without social consequence. I have had a few psychologists decide against having me as a client after learning my medical history because they simply prefer a housewife who comes in and complains about the neighbor or some stupid shit.


>I have had a few psychologists decide against having me as a client after learning my medical history because they simply prefer a housewife who comes in and complains about the neighbor or some stupid shit.

You finally realized it. Nobody cares about you, not even a therapist. They just want the easiest paycheck available like everybody else.

When will the rest of the population realize this planet is hell?

You matter in this world to others only if you make them money, give them benefits or have good looks.

Have none of these and you are treated worse than an animal.
There are dogs getting 5 star hotel vacations and pedicures while humans starve to death. So it's not an exaggeration, it's fact.
Nobody cares about average or below average people, sometimes not even your own parents.


>You finally realized it. Nobody cares about you, not even a therapist.
Not quite sure why you felt this was worth pointing out when it is a given. One of the last conversations I had with my psych she asked if I felt she cared about me and I replied that I did not care and only cared that she would give her professional opinion.

Why does everyone seem obsessed with other people caring about them? I only talk to people if I do at all out of boredom and means anonymously at that.


The only reason I attend therapy sessions are to maintain my neetbux. It achieves nothing aside from keeping the money flowing.
Then again, my problems cannot be resolved through words, nor even actions. I have simply accepted the inherent incompatibility with my mind and sustaining existence.
It'll be nice to end therapy when I can finally go through with quitting life. It's one big scam.


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Share scenes from anime you like, found interesting, or that caught your attention.
You can also explain what you like or found interesting about it.

I'll begin, in this one scene, which is from an anime for kids, you can be misled into thinking that these two had sex. It gives that impression, which makes a scene that should be sad and romantic, a hilarious one.
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>Big-O came out 5 years after NGE. That surprised me
Believe it or not this is the only thing many people know about Big-O. After the finale aired many viewers were pissed off about the gobbledygook ending, they felt they got "Evangelion'd." The surge of arguments about it was noticed by the rest of the community, and that's the one thing they remember it for.



For me, it's the "hear the voice of the world" scene from episode 16 of Star Driver. I find it to be very enigmatic and moving, a beautiful expression of life.


Sakkijarven Polkka


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The passion and autism of badminton



"The natural unrestricted state of the human female sexuality is a Fisherian runaway that leads to the regress of the species and eventually extinction. (already happening to caucasoids)
Societal progress is impossible without suppressing the human female sexuality (as proven by history), and if it's left unsuppressed, societal regress is certain and inevitable. (we're witnessing it firsthand)." -Anon

How true is this? Thoughts and opinions?
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Keep in mind if only tall handsome faced chads reproduce this will mean a lot of inbreeding a few generations down the line and then problems begin again.

Society simply can't exist that way.


There’s more than enough “genetically fit” people that inbreeding will never be a problem.


>Societal progress is impossible without suppressing the human female sexuality (as proven by history)
This is a very good point since to my knowledge matriarchal societies never managed to prosper.
succubi's gaining more rights is a phenomenon often correlated with the collapse of a civilization.


So you think all the ugly fat short plumbers will simply accept living forever alone for 80 years and slaving away for chads who sleep with hundreds of succubi?

Sounds like a recipe for disaster, revolution and dissent.


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It's no more true than male sexuality. Why else would you choose this path?
We all had options. We went our own way. That doesn't mean succubi were the problem.


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What are the most autistic hobbies? The most hardcore and obscure interests that a normalfag can never hope to penetrate? I don't mean retarded lolcow shit, but things that require study or have a technical bent. Pic related kind of, that's the sort of stuff I'm getting at.
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Anyone else into lone archery? No clubs just shooting arrows in the backyard or in the woods.


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>arabic calligraphy
>learning ancient/extinct languages
>writing poems-essays etc. in those said languages
>linguistic phonetics
>history of an extremely specific subject (like studying the migration of saka tribes into the indo-greek kingdom in hindu kush or whatever)
>strategy game modding


Mathematics. This is the final answer. Mathematics is the most autistic hobby; in particular obscure branches of mathematics that, as of yet, appear to have no application to the real world.


Mathematics has a lot of normies. Trust me, I did a master in mathematics.


I think my most obscure hobby is hex and counter wargaming.
Board Games have become quite hip but wargaming is a true exception. Imho even miniature wargaming ala gamesworkshop is still on the fringes, maybe people might know about it but not many play it. For hex and counter wargaming it is even worse. Currently dominated by bunch of boomers who still want to play with their favorite toys from 70s.
Many games are out of print or being reprinted by few companies who charge a lot because they cannot make a profit on volume. It has variety of themes and one can find anything from napoleonic warfare to ancient warfare.
But the most autistic of all hex counter wargames must be advanced squad leader, a squad based ww2 wargame. It is not that obscure within the hobby and even quite popular. But it is one of the most complex and detailed wargame out there the rules of it is absurdly long and you can simulate a variety of factors. Currently played by fat old boomers throughout anglosphere.


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Back when I was a teenager I thought that I would be a PC gamer forever, because PC gaming was superior in my mind, probably had a little to do with 4chan memes too. But I am starting to change opinion, a console is looking more and more attractive now that I'm older. I don't really care about hardware anymore, it feels like things move so fast now, I don't even know what the newest hardware is and whatever it is it is way too expensive. I just wanna lounge on a couch and play games with a controller and not worry about hardware specs or compatibility or whatever, just have fun.

So the thing is, I don't know anything about console gaming, haven't owned one since the ps2. Is there anything I should know? What sort of gamers does each console cater to? What does each console offer? How long are console's life-spans these days? Is it too late to get in on the current gen? I would like anyone to describe their joys with console gaming.
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Just have a secure setup. I dont use windows for anything other than games so I dont even care if i get a virus


it's a challenge to crack games, like solving a puzzle. and you gain internet points/fame from being the first to do it for a title


Viruses that you do not know of. Modern viruses are botnets that avoid virus scanners because just about every program acts like a botnet these days.


steam is the biggest botnet of them all, maybe second to windows


No it isn't.
It isn't a botnet at all.


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I assume the majority of the sit is white, which I have no grievances with - but I was wondering if there were any non-white wizzies that post here? Im an Indian Wizard but im thinking about moving to the country side and staying there permanently.
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I am not white man living in the usa.


>I've been here for 7 years and the number of racists, white supremacists etc. is barely lower than on any other imageboard. It is lower, but not by much.
I'm sure the internet has become more and less racist simultaneously as the internet became more mainstream. Used to be lots of ironic racism before, now it's just plain racism. I'd go deeper but then I'd just be repeating the "end of the wizards" thread points.


white american neet represent


I am what you would call a negro.


>(the integrated circuit) was invented by a Korean guy and an Egyptian guy
>source: my ass


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I've been living as a shut in neet since I was a preteen. I'm now in my late 30's and I still basically live like a kid. I'm not on disability and live with no income or allowance, no healthcare, I can't drive, I've never had a job before, never had any kind of relationship before real or egirl, kissless virgin, no friends. I can't go anywhere without being driven there by my parent and he doesn't take me anywhere except the grocery store. I've been trying to get him to take me to the library for about 7 years now but he won't do it.
He's also extremely toxic and treats me like a child. I can't leave the house after 5 pm, he constantly calls me a nigger and faggot. He keeps all his storage in my room so I have mountains of boxes all over my room. I made a online friend and they mailed me a toy, he opened my mail and then called me a faggot for weeks over the toy. He refuses to get me any kind of diagnosis so that I can try and get some kind of help.
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Warp, wane, born again. Stop with the warp, end with the wane. Remove the pain and cleanse the brain. Remove the grain and think again.



schizo spam


Wtf why your dad would call you that unless you're an an actual nigger fag?


it's pretty normal in australia, though i dont know if OP is there


You could earn money and get away from your father if you really wanted to.

Where do you live? Many countries provide free healthcare for people like you. I live in the US and it is what I needed to go to school and finally get away from my parents. Of course I lost all benefits the second I got a job.



At first, being on the internet at all was for abnormal people.
Then, it was a matter of place/topic — early (2009-2013) crypto was for abnormal people, odd single-purpose phpbb forums, 4chan to some extent.
Then there was at least programming.
Now everything feels infiltrated. NFTs and “crabs” are mentioned on SNL. Everyone is not just online, but aware of all of the subcultures and dialects and technologies that I am aware of. I can’t tell if I’ve been stagnant and just lost touch with fringe things, or if every fringe has been saturated and homogenized and disappeared.
There’s nowhere left to go.


>early (2009-2013) crypto was for abnormal people, odd single-purpose phpbb forums, 4chan to some extent.
those were the years I was in highschool and the kids there talked about crypto and 4chan all the time, definitely was not for abnormal people when 15 year olds are talking about it


Ironically, the way to escape is to talk to people irl.


They are in closed private groups. For example telegram, irc, discord (i think), matrix. Open public groups are simply overrun by horrible people, so you need to filter and keep them out. The drawback is that you end up with a clique pseudonymous situation, with an ego/identity to maintain. There are some darknet places.


>closed private groups
another name for circlejerk cliques


there are valid reasons to hate it but it is simple how human relations are in this world

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